Jan/Feb (and a little bit of March) 2023

March 25, 2023

Do I need to make peace with the fact that I am just a regular person? Or is the refusal to do so what makes people successful? 

There is so much noise out there. So much content. So many things to watch, read, listen to, do. It’s overwhelming and makes me not want to participate. It makes me want to just live my life in my little blue house and go to my job where I am nothing but a worker bee. But I am doing that now, and it is not fulfilling. 

And so I begin uploading photos to my website to try and create something, anything. And that soon begins to feel futile, too. Adding to the chaos in a desperate attempt to be seen.